I am not happy with my life right now. There, I said it. Yes I just moved into my new apartment and yes I'm glad I did. But there's a lot of things missing and I've been feeling pretty crappy and lonely lately. Normally I'm a happy person so this is definitely a low point for me.
I can blame it on a lot of things. Maybe it's being stuck inside my house with my car buried under snow, maybe it's the winter weather in general, maybe it's the time of year that makes me miss being in a relationship, maybe it's the fact that I'm a relationship person, maybe it's that my job is wearing on me and I want out, maybe it's just that I lack a passionate hobby right now. There's lots of maybes, and it's probably all of them.
Maybe I should just shut the fuck up and drink my wine.
Labels: poo
Just another night out / another dance floor
For the record, the polite way to let a girl know that you're not interested is to say, "hey, you're cool, but it's not going to work." Not saying, "hey, I'll call you" and then never call.
I've been baking all evening - I made white chocolate cranberry cookies and I'm about to make rice krispie squares for my housewarming party tomorrow night. I also have a whole bunch of apple juice and spices ready to make mulled cider with red wine. Mmmm tasty.
Labels: food, poo
Bitten
The sick bug caught me!! I was dancing away from it and taking my vitamin C pills and drinking my OJ, and as soon as I stopped it was right there, waiting to pounce! Today I woke up feeling a little under the weather, I attributed it to being unhappy that it wasn't Saturday yet. During the morning at work, I thought the stuffed feeling in my head meant that I was tired. In the afternoon, I realised that my constant nose blowing and heavy eye feeling were signs of the sickness! And now I can't believe that I'm not blowing brains out of my nose yet. Seriously. I feel like poo, my head is throbbing and my eyes just want to close. I feel like a sucker going to bed this early though, so I will prevail for another half hour - hour tops!
My pink glasses got approval yesterday, and I was told I had to have them by next Thursday so that I could wear a pink outfit with my pink glasses! Haha. I think this may all be getting a liiiittle out of hand... And I made one of the Drs at work check my prescription today just
in case anything had changed within the last year, but nope, I'm still a big old plano. That's right, you heard me,
plan-O. (Okay, okay, this is just a fancy term meaning zero prescription.)
Labels: glasses, poo